Breadcrumbs: Realization

This particular crumb is more for personal use, dunno how useful it could possibly be to anyone else.

I have just finished my most ambitious project yet, and all it has done is made me realize that I don’t know nearly as much as I thought.  I’m stuck in this terrible place between “beginner” and whatever comes after.  I have Ira Glass’ voice running through my head. I’m in the gap.  I have to learn, I have to practice.  Full disclosure, this isn’t even close to the first time I’ve attempted a blog.  I don’t think I could even count how many times I’ve tried to share my projects.  It usually ends the same way, I want to quit because I get embarrassed.  I get embarrassed because as I learn and push myself to do more, I realize just how unpolished my work is.

So I’m trying something new.  I am going to push past this familiar feeling telling me to quit what I’m doing until I’m better at it.

I think I’ve got this.

One Comment Add yours

  1. Please, please DO push past that feeling and don’t quit! I absolutely love being able to see your work and I think it’s all wonderful! I completely understand and relate to that feeling, though. *hug* I just think you’re great and it would be such a shame if you quit.

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